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2005-06-01T21:40:00.000-07:00

MOVED !!
pink-illusionn.blogspot.com
pls relink asap ! thks !

2005-05-27T20:01:00.000-07:00

today went to watch starr wars III with my ex-klasmate.
yupps. actually he didn change alot larhs.
only becomes much taller (he's cca is basketball) and more tanned.
i was lyk so lost for words when i saw hym. lols. guessed we haf nt seen each other for too long a tym bahs.

well. we jux walked ard cwp until it was tym to go in for the show.
i jux cant break the silence yarh`
cox its lyk nth to sae ? lols.

lets change the subj. lols.
the show was nt too bad larhs.
the sound and the special effects was gd.
well. i did learn sth from the movie. [ gd or bad is only a point of view]

`* youu can escape frm everything,,but youu cant escape frm yourself.

2005-05-25T22:37:00.000-07:00

this will be the last few posts im postin in this blog.

well. this mornin. i was travelling on the mrt as usual.
den at the yck stop. a guy came in. he was in school uniform.
damn that blasting music he was listening to. -.=
it was as if my ears are gona burst. (even though im lyk not really that near to hym)
*sigh* nowadays. young peeps are lyk dat. i really had the cong dong to tell that guy to lower down the volume of his music. but im too shy. i guessed. *d0ts* (well. maybe ppl wuld think im mad or sth. *roll eyes*)
hais. forget abt it.

ohh. we got back our result slips. (not really though. returned liaos. must get our parents to come and take) -.= aniway. guess wad ? i managed to get into top 10 position ! yeaa ! well eeu may think its no big deal. but for me. it is. causeit is lyk the 1st tym im getting to top 10 since lyk Pri 3 ? wwwow. dats soooooo long ago. well. im contented but im not gona be complacent. *hurrs* aniway i will continue to strive for better results. yarhh`

hmm. actually todae im goin for a movie [star wars III] with my ex-classmate at causeway point. however. last minute he got sth on. dats y its postponed to fri. i was so ~~fcuked up~~ then. cause i was lyk so looking forward to the movie as well as meeting my 'long tym no see' friend.
well i guessed i just have to wait untill fri.

hurrs` im gona go and prepare a 'speech' for ptc. and learn to become a gd actor on that day. wootz. =xx LOL. cya.

2005-05-23T17:32:00.000-07:00

changing blog and skin soon~

2005-05-19T22:18:00.000-07:00

gt baq almost all exam results. damn sad. i failed my humanities. all other subj are not well done either. *hais*

emaths: A2 (1 more mrk can gt A1 liaos . dat stupid symmetry qn l0rr) . amaths: C5 (damn lousy cann) . phy: C5 (at least i passed *phew*) . bio: B4 . chinese A1 (tink so bahhs .but stil dunno oral mrks)

my grades damn lann rwite`? wth. hate myself larhs. i realii did try my best l0rr. stil gt tis kind of shitty results. *shugs*

i cried in klas todae. dun ask mie y. its some family prob things. talkin to ms zaiton abt ptc thing. somehow its link to it. dats y. well dats roughy the reason. im stil in depression now. realii wana thks adina and jocelyn for comfortin and cheerin mie up. :) [adina . thks for ur sms . i will . dun worry.]

i see hope in you

2005-05-16T17:31:00.000-07:00

YEAA !

EXAM IS OVER !!

ahahahs.
so hapie now. =))

aniwae.
todae's paper quite okeaa larhs.
chinese was alrwite except for the compre part.
hist was scuky.
i tink i flunked the essay part. lols.
cant remb a single tink.

hist student was the 1st to finish the paper and leave the hall.
took the same route to mrt sta agn.
justin & wj was walkin behind mie.
knew it all along.
i was jux pretendin.
wahahahs.
my actin skills damn pro h0rr` lols.

yupps. reached hm.
rested awhile den on comp until now.
dey all went steamboat.
i didn go.
hais. soo siann` x((

hold you tight,,
nvr let you go .

2005-05-12T14:11:00.000-07:00

phew.
exam gna be over soon.
only left chinese and hist.
finally can relax le.
yeaa !

now already iin exam-over mood. x))
hahahs.
im gna shop till i drop.
opps.
ahahahs.
anybodi goin out
count mie iin keaas` =xx
hehehs.

hm. mux go study liaos.
dun wana flunk my last 2 subjs.
jiayouu for mid-yr worgh !

dere's no you and mie
- illusionn,,

2005-05-04T19:44:00.000-07:00

Natalie
Goin crazii

Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right

It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately

That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

ooo, crazy,(ooo)
lady (ooo)
lately (ooo)
Baby

2005-04-30T14:21:00.000-07:00

gt baq my a.maths test paper.
failed again.
by jux half a mrk.
well. expected.
no matter hau hard i try or practise
my marks dun seems to improve.
damn sad.
aniwae. thks peeps for consoling mie.
i guess i haf to work even harder for mid-yr.

well. gurls lyk to gossip. yarhh`
n deres a new hot one currently.
ahahahs. cant sae. *((zip my mouth))*
aniwae. went hm wif jocelyn n huiying ytd.
listened to huiying's ipod-f0reva l0ve
lols. after dat huiying alighted
den left miie n jocelyn.
we exchanged f0nes to c each other's msgs.
interestin.
den i asked jocelyn abt iit
jux wana noe more.
she told miie.
yupps. gt xin fa xian abt iit le.
gotta tell jiawen dey all. muahahahs.
well. mux go complete my hw le.
bye

guys are cute =xx

2005-04-19T18:42:00.000-07:00

well.
tis iis sth i found iin jessic's blog.
tried iit out.
and tis iis da result.

'wad kind of girl r eeu ?'

___x. You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try .x___

found iit verii true.
hm. yupps.
eeu shuld try iit out too ! x)

What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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2005-04-16T20:04:00.000-07:00

mylyfejuxscukks !!actualii dun feel lyk bloggin.
siick andd tiired of lyfe andd everitinkk !
wiffout a reason.
duno whether im mad or sth ??
jux dun feel lyk doiin anitink.
damn depressed.
lyfe jux scukks f0r miie keaas ?!!
e.maths test.
y m i so damn damnn damnnn careless !!?
l0st 7 marks f0r nth !!!
~~HATE~~ myself !!

on da verge of breakin down,,I guess.
Kept struggling.
Deep iinside.
Couldn find a wae out.
Hate tis life.
Scukks~

frennship wont last f0reva. iin fact. nth last f0reva. watch iit fade awae*___

2005-04-09T17:49:00.000-07:00

todae went for amksian famili dae at sentosa.
met jocelyn & hongyi at admiralty mrt sta.
dat hongyi gave dat kind of 'dead' face. damn depressed l0rr.
cant be bothered.
relii duno y 'mo mo ren' lyk hym. hahahs~
aniwae. we met jon zee at D.G mrt sta.
den eeu noe wad. da 2 guys sat down & started playin cards lehh.
hais. guys r liddat. 'no brains' oops. =x no offence. lols.
adina came liaos. listened to mp3. da songs rawkk`! ahahahs~
waited for 3\3 peeps to reach D.G. den went to sentosa 2gether.
at 1st super sian l0rr. nth to do de.
but den after dat i shuo cuo hua. den kana dunked.
y `?
YI JUN larh`!
she. siangee. matthew r da main culprits. LOL.
haii miie so wet.
didn brin xtraa clothes l0rr.
damn bu shuang.
nearli cried
aniiwae. adina gt dunked too. so you ren peii miie. hehehs~
left sentosa wif seokteng. xinhui. jiajia. doreen.
woo. feel much better after bathin.
lalala~s =xx

*[[wishin all my feelings were gone]]*

2005-04-03T19:56:00.000-07:00

fcuk.
jux received a prank police call. i guessed.
duno which fcukin person hu did dat.
wthf. -.=

2005-03-26T14:16:00.000-08:00

todae's cip was so shuang.
miie. adina & jialing finished sellin all de pens damn fast.
den ran baq to sk0l.
eeu noe wad`?
we r de 1st 3 to sell all lehhs`
hehehs.
won a movie pass 'son of the mask'
so hapiie.
hahahs.
tinkk dey all are still sellin bahhs.
while im oreadi at hm.
hahahs. lols.
well.
jiay0uu w0rgh`!

2005-03-25T21:54:00.000-08:00

damn fcuk-ed up by de fcukin zaiton larhh`!
wad mux repaint our door`
wad wrong wiff de reaper-angel`?
xcuse miie`
we spent tym paintin de door l0rr`!
fcuk
& i wonder iis dere a skol rule statin dat we cant paint de door`?!
dunn haf l0rr`!
saed wad 'go read ur student handbk'
wahlao`
fcuk
hate zaiton's eye
gt a red tinkk iinside
wtf`
arrrghhhhhh`

aniwae
tmr gt some sort of flag dae
for cip de
hope to c hym iin skol xD

2005-03-24T23:06:00.000-08:00

dun tell miie i lyk hym`?
i jux feel so hapiie & contented
when i msn chat wif hym
when i c hym
when we sae hii to each other
when i miss hym
RAWKKS`!! =x

2005-03-22T20:13:00.000-08:00

damn tired todae.
slept durin chinese lessons.
cox it was lyk so borin`?
lols.
everitink's quite okeaa larhs.
saed hii & buaix to so mani peeps. hahahs. x)
ahd0ts -.=
nice.
todae's ch0ir sectional rawkks`
so earlii jiu dismissed liaos. xp

*Friendster,,i trulii tink dat everiibodi has de rite to put wadever piics we wann. unless iits sumtink ...........
it certainli isnt a gd place to put 'my legs'. buait im nt. dun worry. iit wont spoil de image of eeu`
lols. [ im nt bein offensive. jux wann eeu to understand ]

2005-03-21T19:29:00.000-08:00

i felt as iif hol jux flew pass.
damn FAST`!
wasted.
hais.
so stressed.
1 dae of term 2.
so fed up wif muhh fringe.
getin so long.
duno whether to let iit stae as iit iis or do sumtink to iit.
lols.

todae's phy ~~SCUKS~~ lyk hell.
mrs yeo came iin & jux anounced dat dere's gna be a 'recallin quiz' or sumtink lyk dat.
wthf` didn even told us earlier l0rrs.
den i didn even touch muhh phy tb durin de hols lehhs. =x
scuks larh.

bio test oso quite hard l0rrs.
but kinda gt some hint frm another klas b4 de test.
lols.

sumtink i dun understand,,
i dun feel verii comfortable speakin to ~~guys~~ or even lookin at ~~guys~~ face to face.
sumtyms ~~girls~~ too.
ahd0ts. i noe iits verii lame.
lols. forget abt iit. -.=

go watch lotr. buaix.

2005-03-11T05:46:00.000-08:00

todae iis de last dae of term1.
released earlii.
went to amk K box wiff adina. mayyee. fangwei. fionne & huiying after skol.
sing untiil sore throat.
l0ls. -.=
de laksa dere was lyk sooo little & sooo ex l0rr.
next tym dunn wana go amk de K box liao larh.
we sang frm 11am until 2pm.
after dat it was raiinin damn heavily l0rrs.
we didn even n0e untiil we went outside.

hais. so sad. muhh chinese teacher.
chen lao shi is nt g0iin to teach us aniimore liaos.
he`s being posted to teach another klas.
denn todae was de last dae he was teachiin us.
stiil nid to lose his temper.
all bcox of sheldon.

choir trainiin camp next mon.
3 daes 2 nitex.
dunno whether will be fun anot.
h0pe so.
cya. x)

2005-03-09T19:12:00.000-08:00

got baq muhh result slip le.
muhh grades r chao lann.
cann go chuang xiang liaos. =/
L1R5 iis 20+
klas position iis 21
and guess wad`
MATTHEW got 1st iin klas`!!
miracle rwite`?
wtf. -.=

* blank ;

2005-03-05T22:34:00.000-08:00

de previous post was lyk so depressed`?
cann some1 plx

HELP MIIE

get all de sad thots out of muhh mind`?
________________________

iits lyk i rejected hym again & again`?
dats bcox i thot i dun lyk hym aniimore.
buait iif i dunn lyk hym`?
denn y am i stil tinkin of hym`?
so confused.

aniiwae.
im gonna fail muhh a.maths & phy test.
iits nt dat i didn stardii.
iits dat i relii dunn understand`?

alrwite. im gonna be yonggong.
i dunn wana fail muhh tests keeas`?
i wann to do well.
buait sec 3 life iis lyk soooooo SCUKS`?
well. im gonna promiss myself to stardii`!! x)

st0ptinkinabttinksdatcanthappen*____

2005-03-04T21:37:00.000-08:00

hais. busii dae i tinkk.
l0ts of tests todae (2)
l0ls.
duno y i suddenli felt so damn depressed.
iits lyk de sky has fallen on miie.
im so stressed.
i cant relax.
so tensed.
i feel lyk im nt miie.
wanna cry.
alot of tinkks runin through muhh mind.
so messed up.
duno wad to do.

*((iwantobemyself))*

2005-02-26T17:23:00.000-08:00

ytd jux came baq frm 3 daes 2 nitex camp.
damn tired l0rrs.
de camp quite funn larhh

1st dae
reach sk0l liao.
separate iinto grps.
im iin grp 8.
1st tink iis de duno wad camp objectives tinkk.
denn de gay trainer damn gay lehhs.
he say his bf iis CHIT SIAN`!
wth l0rhh.
aft dat. de buses came liao.
Yipee`!!
iin de bus. miie. adina. jialing. j0celyn. fangwei. jiawen & fionne. all squeeze at de last row l0rhh.
we damn skinny h0rr`? l0ls.
-.=
reach de camp site liao.
wahh. iits lyk chalet l0rr.
at 1st we haf to assemble iin de canteen.
damn h0t & stuffy l0rr.
1st activity was r0ck wall.
wth. i didn even haf a chance to try iit l0rhh.
i realii wann to try lahh.
general station.
super funn l0rr.
we gt praised f0r do iit damn well.
tiis is where we gt de most bonus mrk sia.
realii enjoyed iit.
i cried.
so touched.
cant help iit.
im t0o emotional liaos.
cann feel de super str0ng grp8 team spirit.
nitex hike.
damn scary larhh.
iits damn dark l0rr.
sum0re cant c de fl0or.
jux kiip walkiin on & on.
i h0lded hand wiff jialing.
hehehs. i n0e im verii lame.
l0ls.
went t0 bathe.
cox damn sticky.
denn sleep.

2nd dae
nature walk.
damn tired.
we walk f0r lyk 2-3 hrs`?
baq t0 de campsite.
de high elements. r0pe tinkk.
i suceed lehh.
buait chao scary.
i cried.
denn absailin.
damn idoit larh.
cant try FLYIN FOX`!!!
i wann flyin fox`!!
nvms.
rainin.
so we stuck iin dorm 2a.
chao sian l0rr.
practised cheer.
at nitex.
campfire.
we super high lehhs.
sh0uted lyk crazii l0rhh`!
damn fun.
did l0tsa cheers.
den wann t0 bathe dat tym.
stupid trainer called us out.
said wad niid t0 assemble.
shiit lahh.
aft dat.
miie. sheryl. sofiah. shermin & irene went to de b0ii`s toliet to bathe.
damn embarressiin l0rr.
cox de bathin dere no doors lehh.
omgggs`
no choice.
packed up den sleep.

last dae le.
so hapie.
can go hm liaos.
did area cleanin.
den prize presentation.
we won`!
yeaas`!!
buait de prize was lame.
keychain wiff light. x)
went baq to sk0l.
will miss melissa & chong.
cried on de bus again.
i noe muhh gan qing verii feng fu lahh.
l0ls.

hmm. lidat l0rh.
verii l0ng post.
ciao.

*((plxdunngifmiiedeillusiondat
eeulykmiiewheneeudunn))*

2005-02-22T21:11:00.000-08:00

tmr's CAMP`!!! weets`!!

*((enj0y))*

2005-02-19T19:02:00.000-08:00

nth relii happened larhh.
iits jux dat i feel so br0kenn.
iits lyk everii n0w and den.
i kept tinkiin of hym.
even iif i try to avoid.
im so distracted.

hist scuks l0rhh.
bcox of de teacher.
she scuks ~~scuks~~ ~~scuks~~ lyk nobodii`s business.
dunn even noe wad she`s t0kiin abt.

im beginin t0 hate ms zaiton.
she`s so damn ****** l0rhh.
cant stand her (de wh0le klas)
eg. [de ohp mux be placed neatlii.
whiite board mux be cleaned when de teacher cums iin.
tables mux be arranged neatlii at al tyms.
de 8 ppl siitin iin front (iincludin miie) mux take de responsibility.
evrii m0rnin and after sk0l mux swep de fl0or.
al 40 ss mindmaps put on de notice board.]
iits stupidd l0rrs.
ric3h values shld be put on de notice board and nt mindmaps l0rr.
wtfs.

ytd iis minzhu`s bdae.
s0riie h0rr.
f0rgot t0 give eeu a present. =/

t0dae`s ch0ir practice iis s0 damn siAn`?
im so restless.
jux dunn feel lyk c0mpletin muhh hw.

ooh yahh.
de campp iis drawiin nearer and near.
l0okin f0rward t0 iit`!
ciao.

2005-02-09T20:06:00.000-08:00

HAPIIE CHINESE NEW YEAR`!!

nth to blogg.
siiAn.
stiil feeliin m0odii.
cann sum1 plx try t0 cheer miie up`?
l0ls -.-

aniwae. yuppx. try t0 collect as manii red packets as eu cann l0rrs.
enj0y`!

2005-02-06T19:51:00.000-08:00

feeliin damn fcukiin depressed.
dunn tinkk i will b hapiie eva agaiin.
y`?
stupiid miie`!
i rejected sum1.
n0w den i cum & regret.
i shldn.
relii verii s0riie.
duii bu qii.
i jux th0t i dunn l0ve eu.
buait i d0.
iin a deliimma.
s0 c0nfused.

*((duiibuqii))*

2005-01-22T16:06:00.000-08:00

huiying. cindy. xinhui. miie [taken at bugis. on muhh burfedae`! 21o1o5]

cindy. xinhui. miie. huiying [taken at bugis. on muhh burfedae`! 21o1o5]

cindy. xinhui. miie. huiying [taken at bugis. on muhh burfedae`! 21o1o5]

2005-01-21T22:26:00.000-08:00

todae iis a speciial dae f0rr miie. eu n0e y..? iits muhh 15th BURFEDAE`!!
iit`s daa m0st memorable burfedae as far as i cann remb. c0x h0rr. 1stlii. 1 0f muhh guy frenn hu`s iin daa same cca as miie & iin daa same klas frm sec1 untill n0w. gave miie a present.
*((Perlini`s Sliver-braclet))*
omgggs`!! sooo t0uchhed.
2ndlii. manii 0f muhh frenns msged miie t0 wiish miie hapii burfedae. denn h0rr. muhh hao jiie meii-cindy & xinhui qing zhu wiff miie at bugiis. dey gave miie surprises & presents`! we sh0pped & t0ok neoos. i was sooo t0uched by daa effort dey haf put iin f0rr muhh burfedae.
i jux wanna sae a BIG thankkiew t0 dem`! xiie xiie nii men`!!!

muhh presents`!

2005-01-16T14:03:00.000-08:00

verii l0ng nvr bl0gg le. jux deciided t0 type a few wrds -.=
n0w im busiin wiff hw. hw & hw`!! simplii HATE iit`! tmr mux g0 t0 sk0l agains. haix. jux h0PE tinkks get better.

2005-01-07T20:52:00.000-08:00

sk0l scukks lyk n0bodii`s business. l0l. sec3 liife iis s0oo stressful. t0 miie. i`m t0talii exhastedd`!

2004-12-21T10:39:00.000-08:00

ytd went t0 reb0nd mua haiir. turns up quite gd lahh. iit smells better & s0fter den last tym. buait stiil nt verii used t0 iit l0rr.
aniiwae. i spent mua wh0le dae reb0ndiin mua haiir. haiis. frm 12 t0 abt 6 l0rrs. s0 damn l0ng.
came baq. t0ok l0ts 0f f0tos wiff mua meii & k0rr. l0ls.
damn late denn sleep.
kkeas. en0ugh. signiin 0ff.

2004-12-18T20:56:00.000-08:00

Artist : Jesse McCartney
Title : Beautiful Soul

[Chorus:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

[chorus]

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

[chorus]

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[chorus]

You beautiful soul, yeah

2004-12-15T20:56:00.000-08:00

Britney Spears
My Perogative

Spoken:
People can take everything away from you
But they can never take away your truth
But the question is..
Can you handle mine?

They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Getting boys is how I live
Some ask me questions
Why am I so real?
But they don't undersand me
I really don't know the deal about my sister
Trying hard to make it right
Not long ago
Before I won this fight

Chorus:
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
that's my prerogative
(it's my prerogative)

It's the way that I wanna live (it's my prerogative)
You can’t tell me what to do

Don't get me wrong
I'm really not souped
Ego trips is not my thing
All these strange relationships really gets me down
I see nothing wrong in spreading myself around

Chorus x2

It's the way that I wanna live (it's my prerogative)
You can’t tell me what to do

why can't I live my life
without all of the things
That people say
oh oh

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative (they say I’m crazy)

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (they say I’m use to)
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative

2004-12-11T18:29:00.000-08:00

manii daes nvr bl0gg le
changed muii lay0ut
spent a whole load 0f tym d0iin tis lay0ut
c0x i cant decide which skiin i wanaa use
den i edited quite al0t & h0sted al daa side piics muiisef
finalii d0ne

ytd
wenchh t0 jur0ng east swimiin c0mplex wiff muii mum & siis
dere were manii ppl l0rr. mayb bcox iits sk0l h0liis
changed iint0 swimiin c0stumes. den wench iint0 daa 'lazy river'
iit was verii funn lahh
c0x iits lyk daa water fl0ws iin 1 directii0n. den daa current iish quite str0nge l0ls
dere iits lyk different stages. must g0 thr0ugh different 'water obstacles' l0ls
another 1 iish daa 'spiniin' tinkk iit was s0oo thriliin l0rr. muii heart nearlii jumped 0ut l0ls
dere was os0 daa 'wave p0ol'
iits iish kiind 0f 'man-made sea'. iit wiil haf waves & al dat. verii funn. sh0uted lyk hel
wenchh hm

he msged miie 0n muii wae hm
didn expect dat
aniwae. we chatted a biit

t0dae
muii legs & arm muscles ached. paiins
sunnburn 0n muii sh0ulder
tinkk i swam t0o much ytd. l0ls
aniwae. iit hurts
jux h0pe iit gets better

2004-12-01T06:10:00.000-08:00

c0untd0wn t0 singap0re iid0l fiinal sh0wd0wn!!
1hr45min

taufik or sly??
taufik or sly??
taufik or sly??
taufik or sly??
taufik or sly??
taufik or sly??
taufik or sly??
taufik or sly??

0mgomgomgomgomg...
0mmmggggggggggggggs!!!

i`m s0oo crazii 0ver tiis mann!..

2004-11-29T20:43:00.000-08:00

l0ng tym nvr blogg nias..
cox n0 m0od terr d0 s0..

22`- 23`n0v
klas camp*
iit was kiinda sh0rt larhh.. 0nlii ab0ut half a dae 0r m0re.. [frm 22 n0v 5pm - 23 n0v abt 10am..?]
iit was funn larhh.. h0rr..? though s0me unluckii tinkks happened..
bbq . daa guys l0rr.. play s0ccer iin daa parade square.. [s0 shuang h0rr..?]
den eu n0e wad..? daa ball hiit daa bbq piit lehhs..! wahahahs.. denn dat wh0le pit wiff dat sausages.. all dat dr0pped 0n daa fl0or norhh.. l0ls -.=lll
denchh at nite we did *star-gaziin & star-c0untiin*.. [d0tx] slept iin daa centre 0f daa parade square.. daa sky verii pretii siaa.. full 0f stars..
s0me 0f us watched daa l0rd 0f daa ringgs at daa klasrm frm 1 plus terr abt 4..? midnite.. damnn tiired.. buait verii nice terr watchh lehhs.. s0 i stayed awake thr0ugh0ut daa wh0le m0vie n0rhh.. hahahs..
actualii dere iish m0re larhhs.. buait lazii terr type l0ls.. -.=

24 n0v
went sh0piin wiff xinhui..
we miit at causewae pt priint club terr take ne0s..
aftaa dat t0ok mrt terr 0rchard
denchh we sh0pped daa wh0le heeren.. sh0p by sh0p l0ls.. c0x xinhui wana buy cl0thes..
iin daa end i b0ught muiiseff s0me access0ries & swiits shared wiff xinhui.. hahahs..
actualii we decided terr g0 suntec de tis fashion buy tinkks de.. buait its 0readii quite late l0rr.. [6 plus]
denchh veri qia0 lehhs!! 0nn 0ur wae terr daa mrt sta.. we saw a 'tis fashion' opp l0ls..
yeaas n0 niid terr g0 suntec s0 far liaos.. [d0ts] we went iin dere l0ls..
wahahahs.. theiir cl0thes verii nice denchh os0 quiite cheap nehhs..
i ch0se 2 t0ps denchh went terr try.. iits lyk quiite fiit lorr..
i cannt resiit daa you huo.. b0ught them.. l0ls
went hm aftaa dat.. [i tinkk]

25 n0v
wahahahs.. wenchh terr catch 'daa iincrediibles' at suntec wiff cindy` xinhui & seok wei..
quiite a gd sh0w lahh.. buait i prefer harry p0tter.. [d0ts]
we b0ught 2 familii c0mb0 denchh share l0ls..
daa p0pc0rn h0rr.. iish lyk gt manii "seeds" l0ls.. dennch ate untiil verii untidii..
hahahs.. luckilii iits dark iinside daa ciinema l0ls.. -.=
denchh aftaa dat we went... err.. f0rg0t lia0.. paiiseh..
wennch hm at 6 plus..

26 n0v
wenchh terr buy sk0l bks wiff muii m0m..
saw tiong peng` wei xun` chin hong` yi jun` cindy` jun xiang` gab & suili..
daa bks damnn heavii lorrs..
((*h.a.n.d p.a.i.i.n*))
carried them al daa wae hm...

2004-11-20T20:24:00.000-08:00

yesterdae
went f0r daa ch0iir teambuildiin tinkk as terr replace daa chalet..
iit was fun lahh.. verii tiriin at daa same tym..
1st was daa "Amaziin Race" dere were 0ver al 6 stati0ns.. each team were given a clue 0f where each station was.. den must complete a task given iin 0rder terr get daa next clue.. s0me 0f daa tasks were lyk s0 crazii l0ls.. 0ne 0f daa task was terr driink daa wh0le b0ttle 0f c0ke usiin straws & wiff0ut liftiin daa bottle 0n daa table wiffiin 2 mins.. we were lyk a few teamates t0ok turns l0rr.. s0me 0f us even feel lyk vomitiin l0rr.. cox daa c0ke was s0o gasii..
aniwae.. we stil managed terr complete daa task..
an0ther was a so-called 'message game' a team member was supp0sed terr pass a l0ng message frm daa sta master terr daa next team member & so on.. we were lyk untiil daa 2nd 0r 3rd pers0n.. daa message was lyk so incomplete liaox l0ls.. den untiil daa last person.. iit was left wiff a few sentences..[i supp0sed] aniwae.. none 0f daa teams did well f0r tis task..[i tinkk]
dere were m0re lahh.. buait kiind 0f f0rg0t liaox..=x
we played 0ther games.. each team were given a watermel0n.. we were supp0sed terr 0pen daa watermel0n by anii meth0d we wann & eat iit up fast.. we jux throw daa iit d0wn & iit br0ke iint0 half.. denn we quicklii eat l0ls.. dunn care abt 0ur image lia0x.. we dunn actualii eat much lahh.. s0me 0f us squeeze daa watermel0n iint0 juiice s0 dat we were faster.. s0 err siin ritex..? aniwae.. iit was nt mie hu suggested tiis iidea.. l0ls..
an0ther game was that eachh team was terr compete wiff eachh 0ther by makiin daa l0ngest liine usiin theiir sh0es & s0cks.. iit was funn though.. we even t0ok out 0ur shoe laces l0ls..[d0tx] wahahas.. & we spent a wh0le l0t 0f tym tyiin 0ur sh0e laces baq..-.=lll
aftaa dat.. we had 0ur refeshments.. daa f0od was niice.. verii tastii..
den by ritex.. we c0uld g0 hm lia0x.. buait den 2`3 ppl niid terr stay cox 0f daa c0nsent f0rm f0r daa klaz camp.. dat mr. linn l0rr.. t0ld ask terr waiit & waiit.. damnn l0ngg lehh.. janice niid terr fetch herr meii.. s0 she went hm 1st.. denn gabb & daa guys frm m0rniin waiited untiil 5 plus l0rr.. haiss.. aniwae.. aftaa dat.. i went hm wiff mingzhuu...

2004-11-12T16:21:00.000-08:00

l0ng tym didn bl0g le.. cox i went 0ut almost everiidae & busii d0iin m0ii layout..
finalii d0 finiished liaox.. [phew]
yesterdae
watched daa singap0re iid0l results sh0w.. daphne`s 0ut & sylvester iish 1 0f daa 2 hu gt daa l0west v0te.. buait daa bext tiink iish dat.. sylvester`s stiil iin!!! sLy rAwkks canns.. he sang dat david tao`s s0ng quiite gd larhh.. denn dat jay chou`s an jing iish niice lorr.. although he l0oked angrii singiin iit..l0ls =x aniiwae he stiil rawkks...

t0dae
wennch terr yishunn wiff mum terr sh0pp.. i b0ught a jeanns layer m~~inii~~ skiirt.. a few t`shiirts & a paiir 0f new sliipers.. m0ii mum b0ught a wh0le l0tt 0f herbs..l0ls
-.=ll damnn tiired.. nthx m0ree...

2004-11-07T17:35:00.000-08:00

t0dae went causewae pt wif m0ii mum.. sis & bought m0iisef a paiir 0f new track shoes & a niike b0ttle...

2004-11-06T19:00:00.000-08:00

yesterdae
went terr sk0l iin daa m0rniin..terr noe daa results 0f daa streamiin exam..
yeahh!! i gt iint0 m0ii 1st ch0ice 3`3 hist [phew].. gt quiite a num 0f gurls [j0celyn.fangwei.fionne.jiawen.huiying.adina.jialing & sum0re.. f0rg0t lia0x] g0 terr daa same klaz as mie [yea!] l0ls.. den we verii hapiie lohh..
we [mie.jocelyn.fionne.fangwei.huiying.seokteng & seokwei] h0rr dun0 y suddenlii xiin xue lai cao.. wana g0 0rchard sh0p l0ls..[sia0 lia0x] den we al shuo dao zhuo dao lohh.. relii g0 straight awae lehh.. hahas.. daa wh0le grp 0f us al weariin klaz-tee went 2gether l0ls.. damn funn nias..
went terr fareast plaza 1st.. cox fangwei & fionne wanned terr dat sh0p dat sells 5566 tinkks.. we searched daa wh0le plaza horr denn f0und dat daa sh0p m0ved terr luckii plaza lia0x.. [haix]
den we went zou zou l0ls.. saw s0me wals filled wif liquid paper.markers& pen iinks al dat l0ls.. damn artistiic lehhs..hahas..den we shou yangg yangg.. os0 used liquid paper wr0te sth 0n daa wal.. eu n0e wad..? we wr0te [2`3 o4 rAwkks!!] hehes.. nex tym eu g0 fareast cann fiind wad we wr0te..l0ls.. den j0celyn saed she wanned terr eat sth.. we decide terr g0 l0ng john silver eat lorr.. everii1 0f us 0rdered daa same tinkk except fangwei..[she saed she wana jian fei] l0ls..
aftaa eatiin.. we went terr luckii plaza.. finalii f0und dat sh0p.. we went iin & den saw daa wh0le sh0p iis lyk c0vered wif p0sters etc 0f 5566.Energy.. al th0se 0u xiang l0ls.. c0ol lehhs.. hahas den we staiied there ferr quiite a l0ng tym.. aftaa dat..we went taka fiind whether gt CD sh0ps den went iin l0ls.. we walk until abt 3 o`clock sth.. leg verii paiin sia.. edn seokteng & seok wei saed dey haf terr g0 hm.. den 0nlii left daa 5 0f us l0ls..
den gt 1 tinkk verii da0 meii l0ls.. we walk 0n daa streets ritex.. denn a gurl [abt 20+] wanned terr sel us sth.. denn h0rr her attitude relii lyk shiit l0ls!.. we onlii saed we dun wana buy.. den eu n0e wad she saed aftaa dat..? she sc0lded badd w0rds lehh.. wahlao.. we wanned sc0ld her baq l0ls.. cox she relii suckks lyk hell l0ls.. s0 angry eu noe.. hAiss.. f0rget abt iit..
denn we peii fangwei waiit ferr her parents terr fetch her.. aftaa dat we went hm by mrt l0ls...
nitex
watched singap0re id0l.. leandra`s 0ut.. hais.. buait i`m hapiie abt daa fact dat sylvester`s stil iin!! sLy rAwkks!!!

t0dae
verii siann.. did nthx..

2004-11-03T14:00:00.000-08:00

Artist : Usher f/ Alicia Keys
Title : My Boo

Usher
There's always that one person
that will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause
you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me,
it's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby, you will always be my boo

Alicia Keys
I don't know about y'all but I
know about us and uhh it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)
Usher Verse
Do you remember girl, who was
he one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl who was the one
who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
Girl I was there and you were my baby

Chorus:
Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo

Alicia Keys
Now if you loved when we were younger you were mine
And when I see from time to time I still feel like, (that's my baby)
And if I see you no matter how I try to hide (I can't hide it)
And even though there's another man who's in my life, you will always be my boo

Alicia Keys Verse
Yes I remember boy, cause after we
kissed I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy, the moment
I knew you were the one I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

Chorus

Bridge
My ooh my ohh my ohh my ohh my boo (repeat)

Chorus

Alicia Keys
I don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it'sthe only way we know how to rock (repeat)

2004-11-03T13:15:00.000-08:00

message terr passer`by..b0i & antii-mie..

i tinkk we haf a deep misconceptii0n..
i dunn noe hu r u al.. c0x u r t0o muchh a coward dat u dunn dare terr let ppl noe hu u r..izit..?

heyy! tis is m0ii bl0g lehh i cann d0 wadever i wana ritex..? d0 i nid ure appr0ve..? moreverr.. wads ure pr0ve 0f mie bein a c0piicat..? if u haf..sh0w it..! buait nt saein bad behind 0ther ppl`s back.. if nt.. u r n0 beter den a c0ward..
frm daa start.. i haf been saein i`m nt ani c0piicat.. iin fact..i hate them c0piicats okaes..? buait i noe dat sumtyms..ppl r nt c0piicats..is dat dey jux happened terr d0 daa same tinkk as an0ther pers0n.. cant dey..? dere is n0 10o% c0piirite u c..

iif eu wann.. i wiish terr haf a chat wiif eu.. terr fiind 0ut wad u hate abt miie.. iif u dun wann.. nvms.. it jux means dat eu r *beeps*
i noe dat eu r sum1 hu lyk terr be jiip0o abt c0piicats ritex..? n0 big deal.. i haf manii iinf0 t0o.. wann..? hahas.. jkjk

aniiwae.. h0pe terr hear frm eu s0on.. (=

2004-11-02T20:30:00.000-08:00

Artist: Skye Sweetnam
S0ng: Tangled up iin mie
(Noise From The Basement)

You want to know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you 'cause I left late again

CHORUS:Hey! Hey! Hey!
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away, yeah!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting
Take the words up with the actions deeal with all for your reaction, yeah!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me

You want to know more, more, more about me
Got to know reverse psychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see

CHORUS

You think that you know me (Get tangled up in me)
You think that I'm lonely (Get tangled up in me)
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you...

You want to know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet

CHORUS

2004-10-29T18:30:00.000-07:00

2/3`o4 rawkx!!

todae ish daa lazt dae of skol.. at 1st.. it was stil okaes.. den it was durin recess.. when we haf our klaz partii.. buait we were al busii eatin.. until daa lazt 2 periods.. daa sadd atmosphere began.. al 0f a sudden.. i relii felt lykk cryinn.. actualii it was ms chann.. our form teacher hu cried 1st..[i guess s0] den aLis0n & aNgelia dey al os0 started cryinn.. i dun0 hau tis tinkk startted ter spread ard.. s0on.. mozt 0f daa gUrls were cryinn.. we`r goinn ter different klazes nex yr.. we cant bear ter part wif each 0ther.. worst 0f al.. aftaa takinn daa 'klaz f0to'.. ms s0o.. our geog teacher came & toldd us a news..[dun0 wheder it shld be a gd 0r bad news] ms s0o ish leaveein amkSs s0on.. she ish givin up her carer as a teacher buait g0 on ter be a s0cial w0rker..[she ish relii a veri gd & responsible teacher] we were al verii sadd ter c her leavee.. buait tis ish life.. we haf ter movee frm stages ter stages ritex..?
aniwae.. 2/3 ish definitelii a verii united klaz.. we hadd went through thickk & thinn t0gether fer 2 yrs & w0n a wh0le l0t 0f prizes ritex..?
*((s.p.i.r.i.t.t.s.c.0.m.b.i.n.e.d.d))*
we r owaes fRenx 4eva & jiayouus f0r al..!

__*((2/3`o4 rAwkks))*__

2004-10-25T17:50:00.000-07:00

wEtt weAdErr..
haff owrr pleage takinn ceromonii in daa hal..
afftaa dat was a dun0 wad ``cLeAraSil`` companii gifin us a tokk abt clear skin confidence..
denchh os0 gif us a jarr of daelii facee wipes eachh.. s0 gdd w0rrs..!
nextt.. 0wrr vP mr. tAnn chEee Si0ngg tokk t0 daa secc 2 exp & n0rm aCa abt daa changees in daa subj c0mbinati0nns lOls.. wahh!! gortt alott of changees lehhs.. s0 manii ch0icees l0ls..15!! buaiit itts sho0o hardd ter ch0see l0ls.. dunch n0o wheader ter ch0see phYsics 0r cHemisTry.. *((h.e.a.d.a.c.h.e))* 3\5 ishh suree cannt go de l0ls.. c0s m0ii sci sArKks!.. & denchh horr..m0ii position ishh caoo lanns l0ls [actualii nt sh0 lann lahh]..
nextt ishh recess denchh ishh p0st exaam actiis liaos..
1stt..ishh daa red cross.. we learnnt s0mee lifee-savinn skills [wadeverr].. nextt ishh daa BB tinkk.. learnnt hauu ter makee knotts [=.- peNggs].. itt was kindd 0f b0rinn [fer miee].. denchh ishh daa GG.. learnnt hauu ter c0okk f0od wiff limitedd am0untt 0f resourcees [wadeverr].. denchh ishh a bitt err xinn l0ls.. puut t0o muchh soyaa saucee lia0s.. [yuckk!] denchh daa egg horr..ishh lykk..s0o waterYy l0ls.. tinkk stirr t0o muchh lia0o.. buaiit dennch stil cann eaat lahhs.. daa h0td0gg ishh quitee nicee.. [yumpp!] i onlii eaat abitt niaa.. dunn fel lykk eatinn t0o muchh..
aftta datt..wenchh hm..

siAnn...

__*((m.i.s.s.i.n.e.u.u))*__

know al| positions

2004-10-22T16:32:00.000-07:00

know al moi results & positions le..
didn reach up to moi expectation lOls..
3 A1
4 B3
1 B4
1 C5
level position `96
tink i wil sure go 3\3 0r 3\2 liaox..
n0 choice..haiss
todae juz came bacc frm daa DBS arts centre for `the physicists` dramaa preview show..
al sec 3s & somee sec 2s went fer tis tinkk..
its damn borin durin daa 1st part of daa show lOls..
dun even understand abt daa storyy of wad daa actors were saein..
den after daa interval horr..ish daa 2nd part..
moi & huiying hackk caree lOls..den we listen to discman throughout daa 2nd part of daa play..
after dat was daa `qns & ans section` den we went bacc to skol..

laterr gortt siNgap0re id0l results lOls..
rAwkks lehhx..
hahas..mux watchh!!

2004-10-16T16:10:00.000-07:00

Artist: Stacie Orrico
Song: More To Life

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

CHORUS:There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more

(Than wanting more)

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

CHORUS

I'm wanting more

I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....
Always... Always...

CHORUS - repeat twice

More to life
There's gotta be more to life (more to life)
There's gotta be more to life (more)
More to my life

exam results

2004-10-14T17:28:00.000-07:00

todae..gort bac muhh chinese..science..maths..homeEcon & eng compre paper... chinese was okaes..onli 3 gort A..& i`m 1 of dem `phews`.. maths & science was bad(a tragedy).. dere r 11 failures for each of both subjs.. sci..i failed by 2 marks..`sobs`... maths..i passed..buait its 1 of muhh worst maths results i ever gort.. i hAte it..! muhh results suckks..! homeEcon was notink better..although i gort A1..it is no big deal..as mani scored 90 & above..(jux hope muhh cousewk could pul muhh up a little bit..(impossible)`pEnggs`... eng..i tink i did improved.. it was hard though[teacher saed dat]..i scored okaex..(a relief)...
tml takin bac geog paper(another nightmare)...

him..

2004-10-12T13:36:00.000-07:00

it`s him..i'm tiNkin of him again.. wads so gd abt him..? nox..hes nt.. ppl sae hes fat..fatter den a pig(exaggerated)..hes disgustin & irritating.. de onli gd tinks abt him is dat hes rich & is quite gd in studies.. buait i'm nt dat materialistic..(nox i'm nt) i mux stop hafin tis kind of felin..(cox i shldn`t..muxn`t..& i dun wana)...

freck

2004-10-11T21:31:00.000-07:00

jux found out dat some damn freck used moii nickk` anihau go & tagg other ppl's blog..

at dAa chalEt..

2004-10-11T11:45:00.000-07:00

hiEx..came bac frm chalet le..in fact..i reached hm yesterdae at ard 11.50p.m bahx.. i was damn tired & drunkened..lOlx..drank too much(wish i hadn).. actuali.. de bbq was nt veri fun(for moii) it was damn sian.. at 1st moii & muhh other 2 frenx duno even noe hau de hel r we goin to get dere frm de paris ris mrt sta..lOlx.. luckili..we finali managed to figure out our wae dere.. den when we reached dere..we jux loiter(walk here & dere) ard de whole place lyk idoits! is nt dat we dun wan ter help out fer de bbq tink..is dat we duno hau to(u c)..we dun reli belong as a whole klaz lOlx(we r stil nt familar wif each other..usuali occur within gurls)..its hard to explain u noe..nvmx..forget abt it..
at de chalet..i saw him..when i looked into into his eyes..is dat felin again(i hate it!)..is lyk he had got sumtink ter tel moii..buait no words came out frm his mouth..is a strong felin..(nt sure wad felin izit).. mayb i'm too sensative or wad..(yahx mayb..)...

gOin chalEt

2004-10-10T12:15:00.000-07:00

gOin tO da klAz chalEt iN 3 hrs tym..!

fiNal|y..!

2004-10-08T17:11:00.000-07:00

exams finali finished liaox.. `phEw` buait duno y i'm nt hapie..onli relieved.. tink ish becoz of al| de exam papers.. i gt many damn qnx didn do lOlx.. de thought of it makes moii wana cry `sobx` sure did veri badly 1..sumoree ish de streamin yr lOlx.. buait de tink ish..it's oradi over!..notink can be changed..`hAiss` al| i can do ish jux crox moii fingers & hope for de bezt...

so damn sian..notink to do lOlx..came hm online until now..oso didn chat wif anibodi...

signin off..

eXams..

2004-10-04T22:17:00.000-07:00

hiEx..yesterdae was moii geog & maths paper 1 exam. moii geog was a total failure..gort alotx of qns duno hau to do.. maths was notink better..de paper was stupid & lame..we haf damn little tym lOlx..(1 hr onli)..no calculator is allowed..& den..de qns were so tough..sure did veri badly liao..`haiss`
todae..jux came bac frm moii lit exam..it was still okaex..(i hope)..buait aniwae..i wrote so little for moii 1st qn..(nt even a page)..`haiss`
tml is sci..mux go study liaox..

signin off..